1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:03,000 . 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Katmovie18.net 3 00:00:24,240 --> 00:00:28,593 - My entire life, I just wanted to be loved, 4 00:00:30,480 --> 00:00:32,553 and on my search for love, 5 00:00:34,045 --> 00:00:37,983 I did some things I knew I might regret someday, 6 00:00:40,080 --> 00:00:41,013 but in the moment, 7 00:00:43,380 --> 00:00:45,003 it felt right for me. 8 00:00:55,307 --> 00:00:57,330 Good morning babes, 9 00:00:57,330 --> 00:01:00,240 and thank you so much for joining me for breakfast. 10 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:05,223 Today we have sticky buns. (giggling) 11 00:01:08,940 --> 00:01:10,323 Extra honey is key. 12 00:01:15,126 --> 00:01:18,275 Mm. (giggling) 13 00:01:29,370 --> 00:01:30,483 Sticky and sweet. 14 00:01:43,110 --> 00:01:45,660 All right, babes, and in nine minutes 15 00:01:45,660 --> 00:01:49,710 we'll sink into some ooey, gooey deliciousness. 16 00:01:57,420 --> 00:02:00,690 - Hi Jenna, this is Vanessa, your landlord. 17 00:02:00,690 --> 00:02:01,980 It's been brought to my attention 18 00:02:01,980 --> 00:02:05,430 that you've filming pornography in my home. 19 00:02:05,430 --> 00:02:07,230 This is totally unacceptable. 20 00:02:07,230 --> 00:02:09,078 You'll have to leave immediately. 21 00:02:55,057 --> 00:02:59,403 - Just when I thought I might change everything and move on, 22 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:03,363 just when I thought I would find love with them, 23 00:03:07,620 --> 00:03:08,827 along came her. 24 00:03:50,243 --> 00:03:52,359 - How can I help you? 25 00:03:52,359 --> 00:03:53,609 - Hi, I'm Rain. 26 00:03:55,612 --> 00:03:57,445 I'm here to see Blake. 27 00:03:58,513 --> 00:04:00,332 - Follow me. 28 00:04:48,409 --> 00:04:49,242 Here's Rain. 29 00:04:49,242 --> 00:04:50,973 Lemme know if you guys need anything. 30 00:04:53,130 --> 00:04:53,963 - Thanks. 31 00:04:58,740 --> 00:05:00,150 Hi Rain. 32 00:05:00,150 --> 00:05:03,423 - Hi. It's nice to meet you in person. 33 00:05:04,800 --> 00:05:05,703 - Likewise. 34 00:05:07,090 --> 00:05:08,883 Please, take a seat. 35 00:05:14,700 --> 00:05:17,703 You like champagne? I poured you a glass. 36 00:05:18,570 --> 00:05:20,673 - Sure. Thanks. 37 00:05:26,497 --> 00:05:27,989 - It's garnet. 38 00:05:27,989 --> 00:05:30,822 It symbolizes love and friendship. 39 00:05:35,670 --> 00:05:39,783 - This house is beautiful. I really wasn't expecting this. 40 00:05:42,270 --> 00:05:43,570 - What were you expecting? 41 00:05:44,430 --> 00:05:48,040 - Well, I mean, you said in your ad it was $2,000 a month 42 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:49,623 for the rent. 43 00:05:50,790 --> 00:05:54,573 I just thought it would be nice, but this is next level. 44 00:05:56,220 --> 00:05:58,370 - It was a birthday present from my father. 45 00:06:01,650 --> 00:06:04,083 You can afford to pay 2000 a month in rent? 46 00:06:04,950 --> 00:06:07,320 - Yeah. Yes. 47 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:10,590 I mean, I told you how I make my money. 48 00:06:10,590 --> 00:06:12,090 That's if you're cool with it. 49 00:06:13,740 --> 00:06:16,893 - I checked out your webpage. Totally cool with it. 50 00:06:19,110 --> 00:06:21,000 - It's going really well, actually. 51 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:24,153 I almost have 20,000 fans, so, yeah. 52 00:06:25,530 --> 00:06:26,363 - Wow. 53 00:06:27,810 --> 00:06:29,970 - Hmm. It's a side thing though. 54 00:06:29,970 --> 00:06:32,020 Until I start nursing school in the fall. 55 00:06:34,690 --> 00:06:36,663 - So you're a naughty nurse then? 56 00:06:38,251 --> 00:06:40,053 - I don't know about that. 57 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:42,833 - Hmm. 58 00:06:46,650 --> 00:06:47,483 You're cute. 59 00:06:48,570 --> 00:06:50,470 I bet the men on the website love you. 60 00:06:58,050 --> 00:06:59,033 Where's your stuff? 61 00:07:00,252 --> 00:07:01,419 - It's inside. 62 00:07:02,834 --> 00:07:04,084 - Well, this will be fun. 63 00:07:04,950 --> 00:07:07,700 Do you enjoy using the pool to create your sexy videos? 64 00:07:09,540 --> 00:07:12,030 And give your rent to my uncle Sterling. 65 00:07:12,030 --> 00:07:14,400 He's the guy that walked you in. 66 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:15,693 - Yeah. 67 00:07:15,693 --> 00:07:17,423 - I don't really deal with that kind of thing. 68 00:07:18,300 --> 00:07:19,133 - Definitely. 69 00:07:20,550 --> 00:07:21,383 Thank you. 70 00:07:24,359 --> 00:07:29,130 - So, you want a tour? 71 00:07:29,130 --> 00:07:29,963 - Yeah. 72 00:07:45,780 --> 00:07:47,463 Don't let the smiles fool you. 73 00:07:49,338 --> 00:07:51,005 We were both broken, 74 00:07:52,425 --> 00:07:57,390 lost souls drawn together by the flaws we shared 75 00:07:57,390 --> 00:07:59,514 and recognized in each other. 76 00:08:13,440 --> 00:08:14,460 It's really nice of your dad 77 00:08:14,460 --> 00:08:16,350 to gift you this place. 78 00:08:16,350 --> 00:08:18,063 - My dad flows with money. 79 00:08:20,279 --> 00:08:22,323 I guess he's good for that at least. 80 00:08:28,110 --> 00:08:29,610 - I grew up with a single mom. 81 00:08:30,930 --> 00:08:33,120 She worked the front desk at a hotel, 82 00:08:33,120 --> 00:08:37,053 so I guess I can say the money's never flowed. 83 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:39,020 - Were you guys close? 84 00:08:40,560 --> 00:08:45,560 - Uh, yeah, we were actually. 85 00:08:47,700 --> 00:08:50,087 - What? What'd she do to you? 86 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:55,743 - She died. 87 00:08:58,260 --> 00:09:03,260 Um, you know, she was really sick for a long time, 88 00:09:03,300 --> 00:09:07,560 and... I'm sorry, we just met and I, 89 00:09:07,560 --> 00:09:09,310 I don't wanna dump all this on you. 90 00:09:10,645 --> 00:09:12,459 - It's okay. 91 00:09:12,459 --> 00:09:14,033 - I don't like to think about it. 92 00:09:16,727 --> 00:09:20,973 She's actually the reason I wanted to become a nurse. 93 00:09:22,560 --> 00:09:25,908 I remember how much she cared for all the nurses 94 00:09:25,908 --> 00:09:28,554 and how much they loved her 95 00:09:28,554 --> 00:09:30,704 and cared for her while she was in hospice, 96 00:09:31,920 --> 00:09:35,283 and I just, I wanna give that back. 97 00:09:37,170 --> 00:09:38,270 - Where's your father? 98 00:09:40,110 --> 00:09:41,910 - I've only met him a couple of times 99 00:09:41,910 --> 00:09:43,650 and he's married to someone 100 00:09:43,650 --> 00:09:45,513 that doesn't really want me around. 101 00:09:45,513 --> 00:09:49,023 They have a couple of kids, so I guess I get it. 102 00:09:51,180 --> 00:09:53,973 - Well, um, we have something in common. 103 00:09:56,255 --> 00:09:58,154 - What's that? 104 00:09:58,154 --> 00:09:59,750 - I lost my mom too, but... 105 00:10:02,580 --> 00:10:03,413 Shooting. 106 00:10:04,968 --> 00:10:06,723 Overdose on pain pills. 107 00:10:08,828 --> 00:10:10,595 - Sorry. 108 00:10:10,595 --> 00:10:13,047 - At least your mom cared about you, 109 00:10:13,047 --> 00:10:14,253 and you guys were close. 110 00:10:16,470 --> 00:10:17,770 My mom didn't give a fuck. 111 00:10:19,269 --> 00:10:24,030 Well, she cared about fucking rock stars and doing blow, 112 00:10:24,030 --> 00:10:26,103 but not about me, 113 00:10:26,970 --> 00:10:30,153 so life is more fun when you don't give a fuck. 114 00:10:31,230 --> 00:10:33,230 She taught me one good thing about that. 115 00:11:10,830 --> 00:11:14,857 - Hey babe, I have a very special surprise for you. 116 00:11:26,732 --> 00:11:28,232 What do you think? 117 00:12:52,190 --> 00:12:54,480 - I made this one just for you. 118 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:55,740 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 119 00:12:55,740 --> 00:12:56,573 - Thanks. 120 00:13:00,726 --> 00:13:02,130 Mm. 121 00:13:02,130 --> 00:13:04,980 - I used to make cocktails at my parents' dinner parties. 122 00:13:06,420 --> 00:13:09,813 - Wait. A child bartender? 123 00:13:11,561 --> 00:13:12,633 - Yep. 124 00:13:15,300 --> 00:13:16,473 - I was joking. 125 00:13:17,370 --> 00:13:18,203 - I was nine. 126 00:13:19,260 --> 00:13:22,530 My parents liked dinner parties, and I liked attention, 127 00:13:22,530 --> 00:13:25,920 so I taught myself just about anything and everything 128 00:13:25,920 --> 00:13:26,753 behind the bar. 129 00:13:28,140 --> 00:13:31,503 - Nine. So you were in like third grade? 130 00:13:33,341 --> 00:13:35,490 - I think it was third grade. 131 00:13:35,490 --> 00:13:37,440 I mean, I don't really remember, but... 132 00:13:40,560 --> 00:13:43,260 you ever try an orange slice vodka shot? 133 00:13:43,260 --> 00:13:45,843 - No, but I'm intrigued. 134 00:13:48,510 --> 00:13:49,360 - I'll teach you. 135 00:13:50,382 --> 00:13:52,313 It was one of my specialties back in the day. 136 00:13:56,610 --> 00:14:01,610 So, um, Sterling catch you with your top off? 137 00:14:02,580 --> 00:14:03,783 - You saw that? 138 00:14:06,249 --> 00:14:07,413 - I was spying on you. 139 00:14:08,310 --> 00:14:09,930 - Oh, really? 140 00:14:09,930 --> 00:14:14,313 Well, since you like the show so much, where's my tip? 141 00:14:16,920 --> 00:14:19,803 - A businesswoman. I like it. 142 00:14:21,930 --> 00:14:24,360 - You know, I used to make a lot of money 143 00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:29,360 working at this strip club, but things are different now. 144 00:14:30,660 --> 00:14:34,020 Everything's online. It's not the same anymore. 145 00:14:34,020 --> 00:14:36,270 Although, I have a couple of clients 146 00:14:36,270 --> 00:14:39,300 that call me for some private bookings, 147 00:14:39,300 --> 00:14:41,583 but I don't really do that anymore. 148 00:14:42,990 --> 00:14:44,820 Sometimes. 149 00:14:44,820 --> 00:14:45,820 - That's really hot. 150 00:14:47,730 --> 00:14:49,430 What happens at a private booking? 151 00:14:50,297 --> 00:14:53,850 - A lot of private things. 152 00:14:53,850 --> 00:14:54,683 - I bet. 153 00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:59,090 You know, after seeing you out there, 154 00:15:00,570 --> 00:15:04,083 not bad, but not that great either. 155 00:15:05,340 --> 00:15:07,840 Especially now that I know that you're a stripper. 156 00:15:12,274 --> 00:15:14,103 You're so boring. 157 00:15:16,140 --> 00:15:16,983 Don't be boring. 158 00:15:17,940 --> 00:15:19,653 - Uh, okay. 159 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:25,803 - 20,000 followers ain't shit. You need a million. 160 00:15:27,210 --> 00:15:28,503 - I do need a million. 161 00:15:30,030 --> 00:15:30,863 - I can help. 162 00:15:33,360 --> 00:15:34,660 Let's live stream tonight. 163 00:15:36,900 --> 00:15:38,973 - You wanna live stream with me? 164 00:15:39,834 --> 00:15:43,380 - Yeah, why not? I mean, I don't have any other plans. 165 00:15:43,380 --> 00:15:44,213 Do you? 166 00:15:45,263 --> 00:15:50,250 - No. I just, usually only ever make solo content, 167 00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:53,460 and I'm not really into the whole girl girl thing, 168 00:15:53,460 --> 00:15:55,200 if that's what you're thinking. 169 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:58,860 - We're not going to fuck. Just tease a bit. 170 00:15:58,860 --> 00:15:59,823 It'll be fun. 171 00:16:02,100 --> 00:16:04,140 - I mean, a lot of people are gonna see it. 172 00:16:04,140 --> 00:16:05,540 Would you be okay with that? 173 00:16:08,490 --> 00:16:10,143 - I don't have anyone that cares. 174 00:16:11,310 --> 00:16:12,143 Fuck it. 175 00:16:14,250 --> 00:16:15,083 - Okay. 176 00:16:19,800 --> 00:16:20,633 - Wanna bartend? 177 00:16:22,050 --> 00:16:23,280 I've a feeling I'll have to be drunk 178 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:24,680 for the live stream tonight. 179 00:16:31,050 --> 00:16:33,870 we put the gelatin in the orange halves, 180 00:16:33,870 --> 00:16:34,970 but first... 181 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:40,083 We don't wanna waste any fresh orange juice, right? 182 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:43,553 Come here. 183 00:16:46,530 --> 00:16:47,543 Open your mouth. 184 00:17:00,994 --> 00:17:02,244 Ready? - Mm-hmm. 185 00:17:03,531 --> 00:17:05,136 - Okay. 186 00:18:05,342 --> 00:18:09,030 - So you want me to do most of the talking? 187 00:18:09,030 --> 00:18:11,940 Only because you've never done anything like this before? 188 00:18:11,940 --> 00:18:15,573 - Sure. I'll chime in when it makes sense. 189 00:18:16,410 --> 00:18:21,410 Oh, I was thinking, and I'm going to wear this mask. 190 00:18:29,430 --> 00:18:31,503 I'll be your sexy mystery woman. 191 00:18:33,060 --> 00:18:34,530 Call me Claudia. - Ooh. 192 00:18:34,530 --> 00:18:37,413 - I knew a hot girl named Claudia once. 193 00:18:39,510 --> 00:18:41,073 - Okay, Claudia. 194 00:18:43,800 --> 00:18:45,150 All right. Are you ready? 195 00:18:45,150 --> 00:18:47,790 - Mm-hmm. - Here we go. 196 00:18:47,790 --> 00:18:50,133 And we're live. 197 00:18:51,390 --> 00:18:54,450 Hey babes. Welcome to my live stream. 198 00:18:54,450 --> 00:18:58,173 Tonight, joining me, I have my beautiful friend, Claudia. 199 00:18:59,850 --> 00:19:01,740 Tonight I think we should play a little game 200 00:19:01,740 --> 00:19:04,650 called "You Tip, We Strip," 201 00:19:04,650 --> 00:19:07,800 and when we hit our goal of $3,000, 202 00:19:07,800 --> 00:19:09,633 we'll put on a special show for you. 203 00:19:11,310 --> 00:19:12,840 - Some girl on girl action 204 00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:15,030 for all you perverted degenerates. 205 00:19:15,030 --> 00:19:18,840 - Uh, so we have some special customized rewards 206 00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:20,910 to inspire you to get to our goal, 207 00:19:20,910 --> 00:19:23,550 starting with the $50 tier. 208 00:19:23,550 --> 00:19:28,550 For $50, I'll write your name right here, 209 00:19:29,220 --> 00:19:30,210 and of course, 210 00:19:30,210 --> 00:19:32,580 I won't forget to private message you the photo. 211 00:19:32,580 --> 00:19:36,360 For $75, you'll get a set of my explicit nudes 212 00:19:36,360 --> 00:19:38,910 and of course, your name across my tits, 213 00:19:38,910 --> 00:19:43,291 but for a hundred dollars, you'll get both of those rewards, 214 00:19:43,291 --> 00:19:48,093 and I'll call out your name in the hottest way. 215 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:50,643 - Seriously? 216 00:19:52,110 --> 00:19:53,430 - Yeah. 217 00:19:53,430 --> 00:19:55,353 It'll go something a little like this. 218 00:19:57,760 --> 00:20:00,159 Oh, Larry. (giggling) 219 00:20:00,159 --> 00:20:00,992 Oh, Larry. 220 00:20:03,036 --> 00:20:03,869 Larry. 221 00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:07,743 Insert your name here. 222 00:20:09,468 --> 00:20:13,110 What some people might call easy money comes with a price, 223 00:20:13,110 --> 00:20:15,360 but it's so totally complicated. 224 00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:18,420 So totally fucked up. 225 00:20:18,420 --> 00:20:20,790 And here we were bonding over our desperate need 226 00:20:20,790 --> 00:20:21,833 for validation, love, and acceptance. 227 00:20:27,699 --> 00:20:28,782 Tip To Strip. 228 00:20:32,448 --> 00:20:35,031 We just hit our goal of 30,000. 229 00:20:36,018 --> 00:20:38,187 - This is freaking wild. 230 00:20:39,609 --> 00:20:40,942 - Are you ready? 231 00:20:44,255 --> 00:20:45,088 - Ready. 232 00:20:49,799 --> 00:20:50,786 - Thank you. 233 00:22:14,850 --> 00:22:18,513 I cannot believe we made three grand in less than an hour. 234 00:22:20,430 --> 00:22:22,713 I've never even come close to that before. 235 00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:26,820 - You're rich. 236 00:22:26,820 --> 00:22:29,403 - We're rich. Half of that's yours. 237 00:22:32,460 --> 00:22:33,293 No. 238 00:22:36,780 --> 00:22:38,613 - I would've paid to do that. 239 00:22:42,530 --> 00:22:43,893 Keep the money. 240 00:22:45,900 --> 00:22:47,733 - I'll give it to Sterling for rent. 241 00:22:57,870 --> 00:22:59,403 I have a confession to make. 242 00:23:02,610 --> 00:23:03,443 - What? 243 00:23:07,500 --> 00:23:09,800 - That was the first time I've kissed a woman. 244 00:23:15,690 --> 00:23:16,590 - Did you like it? 245 00:23:20,100 --> 00:23:20,933 - Yeah. 246 00:23:57,787 --> 00:23:58,992 - Hey, gorgeous. 247 00:23:58,992 --> 00:24:01,825 - Hi. How are you? - Great, great. 248 00:24:11,820 --> 00:24:15,033 You raised your rate on me. What gives? 249 00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:18,530 - Well, I... 250 00:24:21,150 --> 00:24:24,033 I'm not really doing this sort of thing anymore, 251 00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:30,453 but since it was you, we have history, 252 00:24:33,450 --> 00:24:34,623 and you're sexy. 253 00:24:36,240 --> 00:24:37,140 - Well, thank you, 254 00:24:38,700 --> 00:24:41,643 but you doubled your price 'cause you're phasing out? 255 00:24:42,900 --> 00:24:43,733 - Yeah. 256 00:24:50,970 --> 00:24:52,800 - Here's our normal rate. 257 00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:55,140 You want another five bills, 258 00:24:55,140 --> 00:24:56,690 I want something more from you. 259 00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:00,693 I'm not gonna pay a grand for the usual. 260 00:25:03,420 --> 00:25:05,250 I'm happy with our standard date, 261 00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:07,800 but if you're gonna get an attitude with me, forget it. 262 00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:10,110 I get an attitude from my wife seven days a week. 263 00:25:10,110 --> 00:25:11,190 I don't need this. 264 00:25:17,955 --> 00:25:18,788 Okay. 265 00:25:20,653 --> 00:25:21,486 Okay. 266 00:25:24,109 --> 00:25:26,942 You're making me feel like a jerk. 267 00:25:35,536 --> 00:25:36,369 Come on. 268 00:26:13,157 --> 00:26:14,478 Take care. 269 00:27:01,390 --> 00:27:03,510 - Are you hungry? 270 00:27:03,510 --> 00:27:05,793 - Yeah. Everything looks amazing. 271 00:27:08,220 --> 00:27:10,803 - Please, help yourself. 272 00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:20,440 Where have you been? 273 00:27:22,168 --> 00:27:23,280 - Uh, I was, uh, out. 274 00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,503 - What's wrong? You good? 275 00:27:34,140 --> 00:27:36,423 - I did something really stupid this morning. 276 00:27:41,130 --> 00:27:42,693 I went to a private booking. 277 00:27:46,050 --> 00:27:46,883 - Why? 278 00:27:48,360 --> 00:27:51,873 You have 207 new subscribers after last night. 279 00:27:53,413 --> 00:27:55,113 You don't need to do that. 280 00:27:57,157 --> 00:28:00,240 - I feel like such a moron. 281 00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:04,083 I mean, I thought I had some power in this situation. 282 00:28:05,010 --> 00:28:07,756 I mean, last night we made so much money, 283 00:28:07,756 --> 00:28:10,173 I thought I could raise my rate. 284 00:28:11,370 --> 00:28:13,323 Instead he berated me for it, 285 00:28:14,953 --> 00:28:17,673 and he didn't even pay me what I asked for. 286 00:28:22,710 --> 00:28:25,413 - The guy with the dough runs the show, honey. 287 00:28:30,630 --> 00:28:31,833 - It was humiliating. 288 00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:36,003 It's disgusting. 289 00:28:38,070 --> 00:28:41,730 - Fuck him. Gross. 290 00:28:41,730 --> 00:28:43,629 He's just some loser cheating on his wife 291 00:28:43,629 --> 00:28:46,620 and trying to throw what little fucking power 292 00:28:46,620 --> 00:28:48,333 he has over a young woman. 293 00:28:52,590 --> 00:28:54,003 What a disgrace. 294 00:28:57,150 --> 00:29:00,123 His wife probably hates his fucking guts. 295 00:29:03,060 --> 00:29:04,143 No, forget about it. 296 00:29:06,493 --> 00:29:08,973 Let's have some fun and have a great day. 297 00:29:10,410 --> 00:29:11,883 Some retail therapy. 298 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:14,633 Hmm? 299 00:29:15,568 --> 00:29:17,940 - Do you mind refilling me first? 300 00:29:17,940 --> 00:29:20,040 I kind of wanna forget what just happened. 301 00:29:35,310 --> 00:29:38,463 From the outside, her life appeared perfect, 302 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:41,583 with seemingly no worries. 303 00:29:51,030 --> 00:29:54,047 She was intoxicating. She drew me in. 304 00:30:11,905 --> 00:30:14,405 I am not used to day drinking. 305 00:30:15,865 --> 00:30:18,297 - Buying stuff makes me feel better, 306 00:30:18,297 --> 00:30:20,583 even if it's just for the moment. 307 00:30:22,980 --> 00:30:25,743 - You live a fantasy life for most women. 308 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:30,520 - Did you play any sports 309 00:30:31,561 --> 00:30:36,243 or take music lessons or anything growing up? 310 00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:40,983 - I played soccer. 311 00:30:43,710 --> 00:30:45,453 - Did your mom go to your games? 312 00:30:47,910 --> 00:30:49,683 - Every single one of 'em. 313 00:30:51,210 --> 00:30:55,383 Ironically, she would bring orange slices for the team, 314 00:30:57,210 --> 00:30:59,733 but not as good as your orange slices. 315 00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,603 - My orange slices are special. 316 00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:10,713 I took ballet. 317 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:14,973 I dreamed of dancing at Juilliard. 318 00:31:17,430 --> 00:31:19,143 I practiced day and night. 319 00:31:21,570 --> 00:31:23,313 No one ever came to watch me. 320 00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:25,583 No one. 321 00:31:27,270 --> 00:31:30,000 My nanny would drop me off in the parking lot and wait 322 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:31,083 until I was done. 323 00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:37,170 On the upside, 324 00:31:37,170 --> 00:31:39,897 I can spend a hundred grand on my father's credit card 325 00:31:39,897 --> 00:31:42,093 without consequences. 326 00:31:46,230 --> 00:31:47,493 - When my mom died, 327 00:31:48,879 --> 00:31:51,213 I had to find a way to pay for groceries. 328 00:31:54,570 --> 00:31:57,000 I literally started giving back massages 329 00:31:57,000 --> 00:31:59,520 to the ladies at a nail salon 330 00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:01,443 just to be able to pay for food. 331 00:32:04,620 --> 00:32:06,070 It's a little hard to relate. 332 00:32:13,140 --> 00:32:14,883 I wanna see you dance. 333 00:32:24,570 --> 00:32:27,033 I had a really good day today with you. 334 00:32:38,373 --> 00:32:41,343 (sighing) What was I thinking? 335 00:32:52,740 --> 00:32:56,260 - Are you gonna do your lingerie try on haul? 336 00:33:02,544 --> 00:33:06,363 What's wrong? 337 00:33:07,620 --> 00:33:10,010 - I shouldn't have spent so much money. 338 00:33:10,010 --> 00:33:12,033 I, I can't be doing that. 339 00:33:16,590 --> 00:33:19,020 I have to pay for my first semester coming up 340 00:33:19,020 --> 00:33:23,163 and I don't have anyone or anything to fall back on. 341 00:33:24,750 --> 00:33:28,023 If I fail, it's my fault. 342 00:33:31,526 --> 00:33:34,263 - Well, is it a bad time to give you this? 343 00:33:39,197 --> 00:33:41,697 I got something for you today. 344 00:33:51,509 --> 00:33:53,459 The color's perfect for your skin tone, 345 00:33:54,300 --> 00:33:56,763 and neutrals will elevate your style. 346 00:33:57,690 --> 00:34:00,270 I have a feeling you're gonna kill it tonight. 347 00:34:00,270 --> 00:34:03,093 A whole new class of subscribers are gonna show up. 348 00:34:10,620 --> 00:34:13,713 - I... I just can't tonight. 349 00:34:15,270 --> 00:34:17,460 I really have to start this paper. 350 00:34:17,460 --> 00:34:19,050 It's due on the first day 351 00:34:19,050 --> 00:34:21,183 and it's gonna take a lot of research. 352 00:34:22,272 --> 00:34:24,472 I just don't wanna wait for the last minute. 353 00:34:26,550 --> 00:34:28,050 - Okay. 354 00:34:28,050 --> 00:34:31,083 One night away from studying is not gonna hurt you. 355 00:34:31,950 --> 00:34:35,717 Besides, what you spent today you'll make back in, what, 356 00:34:35,717 --> 00:34:37,323 less than an hour? 357 00:34:42,810 --> 00:34:46,290 - Hey babes, welcome to my lingerie try on haul. 358 00:34:46,290 --> 00:34:49,060 I'm sure you'll love everything just as much as I do. 359 00:35:38,391 --> 00:35:39,724 Did you like it? 360 00:35:41,091 --> 00:35:42,543 - I did. 361 00:36:00,727 --> 00:36:03,953 - Oh, it feels good in here though. 362 00:36:03,953 --> 00:36:05,286 - Mm-hm. 363 00:36:06,248 --> 00:36:07,748 - This is perfect. 364 00:36:11,470 --> 00:36:13,563 - Can I ask you a question? - Hmm? 365 00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:20,643 - Why do you call yourself Rain? It's not your real name. 366 00:36:23,610 --> 00:36:24,933 - My real name is Jenna. 367 00:36:26,700 --> 00:36:28,410 Rain is the name I gave myself 368 00:36:28,410 --> 00:36:30,813 when I first started my webpage. 369 00:36:32,550 --> 00:36:35,340 I remember watching the rain late at night 370 00:36:35,340 --> 00:36:36,783 from my bedroom window. 371 00:36:39,630 --> 00:36:41,103 There was a street lamp. 372 00:36:42,030 --> 00:36:45,543 You could see all the glowing droplets falling from the sky. 373 00:36:47,700 --> 00:36:48,753 It was beautiful. 374 00:36:51,240 --> 00:36:54,753 My mom worked a lot, so I was alone, 375 00:36:57,789 --> 00:37:00,000 but the sounds of the water tapping on the roof 376 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,113 kept me company. 377 00:37:04,230 --> 00:37:07,233 - And you're scared, Jenna? 378 00:37:09,450 --> 00:37:10,503 - Scared? 379 00:37:12,210 --> 00:37:14,403 - Of people recognizing you on the website? 380 00:37:16,110 --> 00:37:18,243 That's why you actually go by Rain. 381 00:37:21,150 --> 00:37:21,983 - I mean, I, 382 00:37:21,983 --> 00:37:23,940 I just don't wanna miss out on opportunities 383 00:37:23,940 --> 00:37:27,453 or be judged for trying to survive. 384 00:37:29,970 --> 00:37:30,803 - I get it. 385 00:37:32,940 --> 00:37:37,653 - So what's underneath that? I never see you go without it. 386 00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:40,173 What are you hiding? 387 00:37:43,980 --> 00:37:46,110 - Are you asking me if I'm hiding something 388 00:37:46,110 --> 00:37:48,110 in the way you're hiding your real name? 389 00:37:51,517 --> 00:37:52,350 - Yeah. 390 00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:58,170 - Battle scars. 391 00:37:59,243 --> 00:38:00,243 - Can I see? 392 00:38:03,165 --> 00:38:05,832 - I'm in the process of healing. 393 00:38:09,899 --> 00:38:10,732 Come here. 394 00:38:12,289 --> 00:38:13,715 - What? 395 00:38:13,715 --> 00:38:16,318 - Come here. I wanna give you something. 396 00:38:36,496 --> 00:38:37,432 I know it sounds weird, 397 00:38:37,432 --> 00:38:40,682 but I feel like I've known you forever. 398 00:40:05,547 --> 00:40:06,515 - Hey. - Oh my God. 399 00:40:06,515 --> 00:40:08,643 What are you doing? I was live streaming. 400 00:40:09,630 --> 00:40:10,780 - We need to celebrate. 401 00:40:12,870 --> 00:40:17,673 500 new subscribers, and 50,000 likes on last night's video. 402 00:40:24,750 --> 00:40:26,150 Get back into that position. 403 00:40:28,020 --> 00:40:31,983 - Okay. Like this? - Mm-hmm. 404 00:40:36,810 --> 00:40:39,393 - Oh. Hello. - Hello. 405 00:40:40,650 --> 00:40:42,453 Mm. - How's it going? 406 00:40:47,257 --> 00:40:48,090 Stop. 407 00:40:49,784 --> 00:40:50,617 Stop. 408 00:41:03,300 --> 00:41:04,233 - Hey, what's up? 409 00:41:05,460 --> 00:41:07,033 - You're really good. 410 00:41:08,320 --> 00:41:09,153 - Thanks. 411 00:41:10,913 --> 00:41:12,870 - Oh, I didn't mean to interrupt. 412 00:41:12,870 --> 00:41:16,050 It's just, I need to pay you the rent, 413 00:41:16,050 --> 00:41:18,810 so can I just transfer it to you? 414 00:41:18,810 --> 00:41:20,210 - Just don't worry about it. 415 00:41:21,390 --> 00:41:22,560 - I mean, if you want a check, 416 00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:24,310 all I have to do is go to the bank. 417 00:41:25,230 --> 00:41:27,390 - You're here 'cause she needs a friend. 418 00:41:27,390 --> 00:41:29,100 She's lonely, you know? 419 00:41:29,100 --> 00:41:30,233 Just keep your money. 420 00:41:32,475 --> 00:41:33,308 - Hmm. 421 00:42:15,373 --> 00:42:17,926 - I don't ever wanna forget this moment. 422 00:42:17,926 --> 00:42:19,009 - Which part? 423 00:42:22,606 --> 00:42:23,689 - Everything. 424 00:44:56,046 --> 00:44:57,493 Blake. 425 00:45:09,983 --> 00:45:11,489 You ready? 426 00:45:22,655 --> 00:45:24,155 - Cheers. - Cheers. 427 00:45:27,641 --> 00:45:28,808 - Mm. Not bad. 428 00:45:31,994 --> 00:45:34,494 Do you want some bread? - Sure. 429 00:45:36,567 --> 00:45:39,000 - Are you drinking? - Nah, I'm good. 430 00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:42,330 Thank you, though. - He's sober. 431 00:45:42,330 --> 00:45:44,043 That's why father sends him here, 432 00:45:44,940 --> 00:45:47,100 to make sure I don't go off the deep end. 433 00:45:47,100 --> 00:45:50,100 - Exactly, because if there's no danger involved, 434 00:45:50,100 --> 00:45:52,050 she's not interested. 435 00:45:52,050 --> 00:45:53,193 - Cheers to that. 436 00:45:56,910 --> 00:45:59,250 - We're working on building Rain's audience. 437 00:45:59,250 --> 00:46:01,890 - Our audience. 438 00:46:01,890 --> 00:46:03,150 She gets off on the likes, 439 00:46:03,150 --> 00:46:06,090 so we've been filming content together. 440 00:46:06,090 --> 00:46:07,923 - Likes are my new drug of choice. 441 00:46:09,330 --> 00:46:12,753 - We're turning up the heat with more foreplay and fantasy. 442 00:46:13,620 --> 00:46:15,993 - Light and dark. - Good and evil. 443 00:46:17,010 --> 00:46:19,890 - Sounds deep. Hope you guys get a lot of likes. 444 00:46:19,890 --> 00:46:21,783 - What are you talking about? 445 00:46:22,620 --> 00:46:24,459 You're part of the show. 446 00:46:31,246 --> 00:46:34,212 - No, no, not with you two. You guys are crazy. 447 00:46:35,580 --> 00:46:37,950 - Dear diary. 448 00:46:37,950 --> 00:46:42,453 I met a mysterious woman the other night. 449 00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:45,933 Her name was Claudia. 450 00:46:47,100 --> 00:46:49,600 She had me mesmerized one night 451 00:46:50,542 --> 00:46:53,643 while she danced alone in a darkened piano bar. 452 00:46:57,510 --> 00:47:01,323 I felt feelings I'd never felt about a woman before. 453 00:47:03,360 --> 00:47:05,223 Every essence captivated me. 454 00:47:21,889 --> 00:47:23,139 - Come with me. 455 00:47:25,710 --> 00:47:26,543 Come with me. 456 00:47:38,550 --> 00:47:39,950 - All right, I'm outta here. 457 00:47:40,830 --> 00:47:43,410 - Come on. Stay. 458 00:47:43,410 --> 00:47:44,710 - Not a chance. 459 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:46,433 - Okay. 460 00:47:47,460 --> 00:47:48,603 Bye then. 461 00:47:50,700 --> 00:47:55,170 - Okay, babes. Hope you enjoyed our little movie. 462 00:47:55,170 --> 00:47:58,590 Now it's your turn to join in the fun. 463 00:47:58,590 --> 00:48:01,140 You tell us what happens next. 464 00:48:01,140 --> 00:48:04,740 Does Claudia take off her dress? 465 00:48:04,740 --> 00:48:06,783 Do I strip and dance with her? 466 00:48:07,860 --> 00:48:12,180 - You're the writer, so don't make it boring. 467 00:48:12,180 --> 00:48:15,150 - We'll act out just about anything. 468 00:48:15,150 --> 00:48:16,440 Here we go. 469 00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:18,157 Gino here says, 470 00:48:18,157 --> 00:48:23,157 "You both get naked and shove dildos up your asses." 471 00:48:23,460 --> 00:48:25,503 Really Gino? Not happening. 472 00:48:27,390 --> 00:48:28,223 Okay. 473 00:48:29,490 --> 00:48:30,847 - Victor says, 474 00:48:30,847 --> 00:48:34,227 "Leave the piano bar and go take a shower together." 475 00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:40,770 - I don't think that sounds too crazy. 476 00:48:40,770 --> 00:48:42,303 - I like that story. 477 00:48:43,410 --> 00:48:45,030 Very hot, Victor, 478 00:48:45,030 --> 00:48:49,050 but we're gonna have to get to 4,000 in tips first, babes, 479 00:48:49,050 --> 00:48:52,927 so tip me up. - Mm-hmm. 480 00:48:54,590 --> 00:48:56,070 - Oh, look at this. 481 00:48:56,070 --> 00:49:01,070 They must think we're very dirty and really need a shower. 482 00:49:04,590 --> 00:49:07,770 - And Rain needs 200 new subscribers, 483 00:49:07,770 --> 00:49:11,088 so if you're watching and not subscribed, 484 00:49:11,088 --> 00:49:14,763 be sure to hit that subscribe button right now. 485 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,820 - Oh wow. Thanks babes. 486 00:49:20,820 --> 00:49:24,453 All righty. We will see you when we get to the shower. 487 00:49:46,314 --> 00:49:47,897 - What's happening? 488 00:49:59,975 --> 00:50:01,225 You're magical. 489 00:51:26,021 --> 00:51:27,804 You're so beautiful. 490 00:51:32,085 --> 00:51:33,833 You make me so happy. 491 00:51:35,743 --> 00:51:37,167 Every day feels like a dream. 492 00:51:48,796 --> 00:51:50,956 Why aren't you responding? 493 00:51:53,945 --> 00:51:56,607 Do you not feel the same as I do? 494 00:51:58,966 --> 00:52:00,549 - I just need time. 495 00:52:01,500 --> 00:52:03,667 This is all so new for me. 496 00:52:04,631 --> 00:52:08,159 - What's new? Being with a woman? 497 00:52:17,054 --> 00:52:21,892 - I do know I'm enjoying spending my time with you. 498 00:52:53,519 --> 00:52:54,527 - He pays you. 499 00:52:54,527 --> 00:52:56,277 - Yeah, because of your fucked up shit. 500 00:52:56,277 --> 00:52:58,760 - I don't do anything. 501 00:53:01,218 --> 00:53:04,276 - I'm not. Are you fucking kidding me? 502 00:53:04,276 --> 00:53:05,792 Stay the fuck out of it. Stay out of it. 503 00:53:05,792 --> 00:53:07,233 - Come on. 504 00:53:07,233 --> 00:53:09,981 - That's not even fucking true 505 00:54:19,561 --> 00:54:20,811 - Good morning. 506 00:54:33,494 --> 00:54:35,327 - You saw us fighting. 507 00:54:36,965 --> 00:54:41,583 - Sorta. Yeah, I was just grabbing coffee. 508 00:54:44,550 --> 00:54:45,453 Are you okay? 509 00:54:48,060 --> 00:54:48,893 - I'm okay. 510 00:54:52,950 --> 00:54:55,323 You know he's not my real uncle. 511 00:54:56,880 --> 00:54:58,680 I only call him that because I've known him 512 00:54:58,680 --> 00:55:00,003 since I was a kid. 513 00:55:01,980 --> 00:55:06,363 He used to work at my dad's recording studio in Hollywood, 514 00:55:08,610 --> 00:55:13,610 and, as I've said, he's here to make sure I behave. 515 00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:21,963 - What do you mean, behave? You're a grown woman. 516 00:55:23,790 --> 00:55:28,743 - My hypocrite father seems to think that I drink too much, 517 00:55:30,420 --> 00:55:34,320 and that I'm predisposed to a drug addiction 518 00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:35,643 because of my mother. 519 00:55:40,410 --> 00:55:44,283 So stupid. Like, I'm my own fucking person. 520 00:55:46,650 --> 00:55:51,090 - You said he doesn't care. Sounds like he does. 521 00:55:51,090 --> 00:55:55,263 - He's a drug addict. He's a liar and a manipulator. 522 00:55:57,480 --> 00:56:00,273 It's his ego, not me. 523 00:56:03,030 --> 00:56:04,417 - I don't believe that. 524 00:56:05,940 --> 00:56:07,203 - You don't know him. 525 00:56:10,890 --> 00:56:14,190 Did your mom ever show up high 526 00:56:14,190 --> 00:56:16,440 with fucking blow all over her face 527 00:56:16,440 --> 00:56:18,753 to your fucking soccer games? 528 00:56:21,390 --> 00:56:22,223 No? 529 00:56:24,780 --> 00:56:28,650 Did your dad ever bring over $5 hookers 530 00:56:28,650 --> 00:56:32,190 and do blow off their tits and their ass in front of you 531 00:56:32,190 --> 00:56:34,563 while your mom was passed out in another room? 532 00:56:41,040 --> 00:56:42,440 Apologies... 533 00:56:44,880 --> 00:56:46,863 if it fucks me up a little bit. 534 00:56:50,430 --> 00:56:52,413 - I'm sorry that that happened to you, 535 00:56:54,750 --> 00:56:57,153 but why are you taking this all out on me? 536 00:56:58,020 --> 00:56:59,133 We're friends. 537 00:57:06,450 --> 00:57:07,283 - Right? 538 00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:09,910 We're friends. 539 00:57:15,750 --> 00:57:19,293 I woke up today already fucking irritated. 540 00:57:22,080 --> 00:57:24,333 Now everything is pissing me off. 541 00:57:40,668 --> 00:57:44,001 - And in an instant, everything changed. 542 00:57:48,420 --> 00:57:49,653 She would lock me out. 543 00:57:53,370 --> 00:57:57,963 Why did she do this to me? Is this just a meaningless game? 544 00:58:10,020 --> 00:58:13,563 I see you. I see you, Blake. 545 00:58:25,710 --> 00:58:27,410 - I need to apologize for earlier. 546 00:58:30,450 --> 00:58:31,283 I'm truly sorry. 547 00:58:33,079 --> 00:58:33,979 I was being crazy. 548 00:58:36,660 --> 00:58:38,010 - I don't know what to say. 549 00:58:39,631 --> 00:58:42,660 It's like I'm on a rollercoaster with you. 550 00:58:42,660 --> 00:58:45,540 - No. No. 551 00:58:45,540 --> 00:58:50,313 Just... I'm working on things. 552 00:58:51,960 --> 00:58:52,793 I am. 553 00:58:56,280 --> 00:58:59,910 Everyone's so dramatic. I'm fine. 554 00:58:59,910 --> 00:59:00,743 I just... 555 00:59:04,320 --> 00:59:05,570 None of this is my fault. 556 00:59:10,471 --> 00:59:14,610 Have you ever been to the south of France? 557 00:59:14,610 --> 00:59:16,533 - Uh, no. 558 00:59:19,680 --> 00:59:20,930 - I wanna take you there. 559 00:59:22,836 --> 00:59:25,323 My dad has all the hookups. 560 00:59:27,270 --> 00:59:28,820 I could take a yacht to Monaco. 561 00:59:29,910 --> 00:59:32,863 It's insane. You'll love it. 562 00:59:52,466 --> 00:59:54,049 - Where's Sterling? 563 00:59:54,986 --> 00:59:57,112 - Probably at the studio. 564 00:59:57,112 --> 00:59:58,779 Fuck him. Who cares? 565 01:00:12,221 --> 01:00:14,971 Don't you wanna have fun with me? 566 01:00:16,760 --> 01:00:18,260 - You make me bad. 567 01:01:31,623 --> 01:01:34,290 - What are you doing? 568 01:01:38,523 --> 01:01:40,053 - Have you seen Blake? 569 01:01:41,730 --> 01:01:42,633 Where is she? 570 01:01:44,040 --> 01:01:44,873 - Therapy. 571 01:01:47,910 --> 01:01:48,743 - Oh. 572 01:01:52,230 --> 01:01:54,210 - Did you find any needles in there? 573 01:01:54,210 --> 01:01:55,323 - Needles? 574 01:01:56,280 --> 01:01:57,113 No. 575 01:01:58,350 --> 01:02:01,680 - She knows if she shoots up again, it'll kill her, 576 01:02:01,680 --> 01:02:03,003 and you can't rescue her. 577 01:02:06,630 --> 01:02:09,630 - She hasn't said anything about needles before. 578 01:02:09,630 --> 01:02:12,273 - She's an addict. That's what they do. 579 01:02:13,290 --> 01:02:14,973 Keep secrets and tell lies. 580 01:02:15,930 --> 01:02:17,280 - Well, what about her dad? 581 01:02:20,850 --> 01:02:22,270 - He pays me to enable her 582 01:02:23,310 --> 01:02:25,013 so he doesn't have to deal with it. 583 01:02:26,220 --> 01:02:29,643 You're competing with a drug, and that won't change. 584 01:03:02,457 --> 01:03:03,457 - Hey. - Hey. 585 01:03:24,285 --> 01:03:25,368 Such a fiend. 586 01:03:33,683 --> 01:03:35,516 You wanna come inside? 587 01:03:38,848 --> 01:03:42,265 - I'm seeing someone. I can't fuck it up. 588 01:03:44,732 --> 01:03:48,500 - Please. It's only a matter of time. 589 01:04:33,150 --> 01:04:35,373 - Hey, it's Blake. Text me. 590 01:04:36,270 --> 01:04:37,670 I hate talking on the phone. 591 01:05:03,060 --> 01:05:04,493 How's the studying going? 592 01:05:07,003 --> 01:05:09,303 - I'm having a hard time focusing. 593 01:05:11,370 --> 01:05:14,270 - Sterling told me you found some personal things of mine. 594 01:05:19,020 --> 01:05:20,430 - My nose was just bleeding, 595 01:05:20,430 --> 01:05:22,863 and I was just looking for something to stop it. 596 01:05:36,090 --> 01:05:38,163 - I know I'm not easy to love. 597 01:05:42,180 --> 01:05:43,053 Not like you. 598 01:05:47,190 --> 01:05:48,023 You're easy. 599 01:06:00,162 --> 01:06:03,637 I really am sorry. I just can't lose you. 600 01:07:19,415 --> 01:07:20,415 - What's up? 601 01:07:21,253 --> 01:07:26,170 - I have... I have the fucking results and I need to party. 602 01:07:27,532 --> 01:07:28,949 I need something. 603 01:07:33,230 --> 01:07:35,147 Please. Please, please. 604 01:07:37,890 --> 01:07:40,190 - Yeah, come through. I'm, I'm here right now. 605 01:07:41,640 --> 01:07:43,023 - I can't. I can't. 606 01:07:43,980 --> 01:07:47,947 I have therapy and I can't. I can't get to you. 607 01:07:49,818 --> 01:07:54,818 Can you... can you please come over tonight? 608 01:07:55,740 --> 01:07:57,903 - I'll try. I don't know though. 609 01:07:58,740 --> 01:07:59,940 I might be busy tonight. 610 01:08:02,220 --> 01:08:03,520 I'll have to let you know. 611 01:08:18,381 --> 01:08:20,843 - I think we should call your dad. What do you think? 612 01:08:24,360 --> 01:08:25,193 - If you want. 613 01:08:32,433 --> 01:08:33,877 - You've reached Richard Malone. 614 01:08:33,877 --> 01:08:34,877 You know what to do. 615 01:08:36,390 --> 01:08:38,520 - Hey, Richard, it's Sterling and Blake. 616 01:08:38,520 --> 01:08:40,770 Just thought I'd give you a call, see what's going on. 617 01:08:40,770 --> 01:08:43,170 Haven't heard from you in a while. 618 01:08:43,170 --> 01:08:45,293 I know your daughter would like to hear from you. 619 01:08:46,950 --> 01:08:48,350 Give us a call when you can. 620 01:08:49,410 --> 01:08:51,453 Okay, talk soon. Later. 621 01:08:54,810 --> 01:08:56,060 I'm sure he'll call back. 622 01:09:10,380 --> 01:09:11,780 That girl can't come inside. 623 01:09:24,150 --> 01:09:25,663 - Hey, Claudia. 624 01:09:46,590 --> 01:09:47,890 - Wanna play with Claudia? 625 01:09:52,530 --> 01:09:57,013 Tonight is gonna be insane. Get ready and come back. 626 01:10:10,170 --> 01:10:12,970 - I got the X from one of my connects in Cathedral City. 627 01:10:14,156 --> 01:10:16,353 - That was a smooth pass you did earlier. 628 01:10:17,310 --> 01:10:20,673 Sterling had no fucking idea you put it in my pocket. 629 01:10:22,926 --> 01:10:25,892 - You know I've always been good with my hands. 630 01:10:30,150 --> 01:10:31,143 - Do you miss me? 631 01:10:33,654 --> 01:10:35,340 - I don't want you back, but I'll fuck with you. 632 01:10:43,749 --> 01:10:45,249 More party favors. 633 01:10:46,844 --> 01:10:48,860 - No fucking way. 634 01:10:53,900 --> 01:10:58,023 For when I wanna feel nothing instead of everything. 635 01:11:04,844 --> 01:11:07,313 - You know, Sterling will have me arrested if he finds out. 636 01:11:08,940 --> 01:11:11,969 - He's on the need to know basis about everything. 637 01:11:18,600 --> 01:11:19,563 Damn, girl. 638 01:11:23,010 --> 01:11:24,933 - Claudia invited me to the party. 639 01:11:26,340 --> 01:11:31,323 - Meet Lisa, my past toxic relationship. 640 01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:33,553 - Well, join us. 641 01:11:47,716 --> 01:11:49,466 - Don't overthink it. 642 01:12:08,016 --> 01:12:12,433 Hi, it's Claudia. Welcome to our night of debauchery. 643 01:12:19,032 --> 01:12:23,199 Don't forget to hit the like and subscribe button. 644 01:13:41,985 --> 01:13:44,068 I love you, Jenna Thayer. 645 01:13:47,501 --> 01:13:50,834 - I've never said that to anyone before. 646 01:13:51,810 --> 01:13:53,043 - You can say it to me. 647 01:13:55,388 --> 01:13:58,888 - And here I thought you were dead inside. 648 01:14:01,306 --> 01:14:03,639 - Jenna is a beautiful soul. 649 01:14:05,396 --> 01:14:08,093 And she's gonna be a nurse. 650 01:14:08,093 --> 01:14:10,109 She's a healer. 651 01:14:14,268 --> 01:14:17,101 I just want you to love me, Jenna. 652 01:14:18,192 --> 01:14:19,442 Do you love me? 653 01:14:22,656 --> 01:14:23,739 - I love you. 654 01:14:25,124 --> 01:14:28,374 - Oh nice, Jenna. Oh, that's beautiful. 655 01:14:33,384 --> 01:14:34,217 - Shit. 656 01:14:43,271 --> 01:14:44,873 Fuck. 657 01:15:10,520 --> 01:15:13,563 - We made $11,000 last night. 658 01:15:15,001 --> 01:15:16,113 - There's no way. 659 01:15:19,320 --> 01:15:21,667 - Yes way. And 24,000 likes. 660 01:15:30,943 --> 01:15:33,338 Let me know if you need anything. 661 01:15:33,338 --> 01:15:34,671 - Mm-hmm. 662 01:15:46,337 --> 01:15:49,928 - You really should get up and move around. 663 01:15:49,928 --> 01:15:51,286 - I can't. 664 01:16:01,561 --> 01:16:03,561 - I'll take care of you. 665 01:16:41,186 --> 01:16:42,603 You want a drink? 666 01:16:57,905 --> 01:17:02,101 Um, do you remember what you said to me last night? 667 01:17:06,113 --> 01:17:06,946 - What? 668 01:17:14,463 --> 01:17:17,046 - You told me that you love me. 669 01:17:19,395 --> 01:17:24,076 - Last night was really fucked up. 670 01:17:24,076 --> 01:17:29,076 - Um, okay. What, what is that supposed to mean? 671 01:17:31,458 --> 01:17:34,440 Does that mean that you didn't mean what you said? 672 01:17:36,690 --> 01:17:39,843 - I don't know. I'm kind of freaking out right now. 673 01:17:41,580 --> 01:17:43,140 I think the live stream was still on 674 01:17:43,140 --> 01:17:47,943 when you called me Jenna, and then the nurse thing came up. 675 01:17:52,472 --> 01:17:53,805 I fucked myself. 676 01:17:55,950 --> 01:17:58,410 I was too scared to even check my fucking computer 677 01:17:58,410 --> 01:18:00,383 to see what happened. 678 01:18:04,020 --> 01:18:06,810 You know, this is really creepy and I don't feel safe. 679 01:18:06,810 --> 01:18:08,310 Can we please go? 680 01:18:08,310 --> 01:18:10,410 - But do you remember what you said to me? 681 01:18:13,722 --> 01:18:15,022 - Do you hear what I said? 682 01:18:16,140 --> 01:18:18,213 I ruined my entire life last night. 683 01:18:19,967 --> 01:18:22,080 - What the hell is the big deal? 684 01:18:22,080 --> 01:18:24,130 You live your entire life online anyways. 685 01:18:26,069 --> 01:18:29,730 I'm surprised you're not taking some kind of selfie 686 01:18:29,730 --> 01:18:32,784 to document your fucking hangover right now. 687 01:18:37,229 --> 01:18:41,064 - I can't even have this conversation with you right now. 688 01:18:41,064 --> 01:18:42,464 You're clearly on something. 689 01:18:47,130 --> 01:18:49,280 I can't even believe you're drinking again. 690 01:18:51,300 --> 01:18:53,000 I'm tired of being with a druggie. 691 01:18:55,895 --> 01:18:59,062 - You're right. You did fuck yourself. 692 01:19:01,530 --> 01:19:04,290 Most people probably don't want some kind of 693 01:19:04,290 --> 01:19:08,340 amateur porn star nurse attending to them. 694 01:19:08,340 --> 01:19:09,173 Jenna. 695 01:19:11,760 --> 01:19:12,873 - It's temporary. 696 01:19:14,310 --> 01:19:16,563 - Decisions like these are not temporary. 697 01:19:19,080 --> 01:19:21,150 I would've thought that last night 698 01:19:21,150 --> 01:19:23,943 you would've had some kind of wake up call. 699 01:19:30,030 --> 01:19:32,073 You really put yourself on blast. 700 01:19:34,980 --> 01:19:37,380 I don't think you're smart enough to be a nurse. 701 01:19:38,730 --> 01:19:41,580 I think most medical professionals 702 01:19:41,580 --> 01:19:45,243 need some kind of common sense, more than you at least. 703 01:19:50,760 --> 01:19:52,533 - Did you just call me stupid? 704 01:19:55,549 --> 01:19:56,653 - Who the fuck are you, Jenna? Who the fuck is Rain? 705 01:20:03,270 --> 01:20:07,503 You dehumanize yourself, made yourself a sexual object, 706 01:20:09,300 --> 01:20:11,553 and now you wanna be taken seriously? 707 01:20:15,780 --> 01:20:17,780 I think the ship has sailed on that one. 708 01:20:23,670 --> 01:20:24,843 Good luck, honey. 709 01:20:26,790 --> 01:20:29,110 I think you'll have better luck 710 01:20:29,110 --> 01:20:31,473 going back to private bookings again. 711 01:20:35,490 --> 01:20:36,543 - Fuck you for that. 712 01:20:37,500 --> 01:20:39,003 You're a fucking bitch. 713 01:20:41,730 --> 01:20:44,130 - How did you think the truth wouldn't come out? 714 01:20:45,660 --> 01:20:47,750 Truth always comes out in the end. 715 01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:29,753 Jenna. 716 01:21:32,607 --> 01:21:33,690 Jenna. Jenna. 717 01:21:36,696 --> 01:21:37,863 Open the door. 718 01:21:38,962 --> 01:21:40,129 Open the door. 719 01:21:42,220 --> 01:21:47,220 Jenna. 720 01:21:48,421 --> 01:21:49,588 Open the door. 721 01:21:53,827 --> 01:21:56,552 Fucking needles. Fucking needles. 722 01:21:56,552 --> 01:21:59,481 Fucking needles. Fucking needles. 723 01:22:32,753 --> 01:22:35,170 Did my dad ever call me back? 724 01:22:36,770 --> 01:22:39,342 - You need to sleep this off. 725 01:22:48,198 --> 01:22:50,065 - Where are you going? 726 01:22:51,857 --> 01:22:53,373 - I have a job interview. 727 01:22:55,320 --> 01:22:58,230 - What job? You didn't tell me about any job. 728 01:22:58,230 --> 01:23:00,843 - It's in urgent care. An internship. 729 01:23:01,890 --> 01:23:03,990 - Are you sure it isn't a private booking? 730 01:23:07,052 --> 01:23:08,640 Don't. 731 01:23:08,640 --> 01:23:11,440 Don't leave me, please. Please. 732 01:23:14,580 --> 01:23:16,083 I didn't mean to hurt you. 733 01:23:17,340 --> 01:23:19,593 Please don't leave me. 734 01:23:21,300 --> 01:23:23,193 Please don't leave me. 735 01:23:24,270 --> 01:23:26,720 It was a test to make sure you wouldn't leave me, 736 01:23:28,290 --> 01:23:30,390 but I pushed you away. 737 01:23:30,390 --> 01:23:31,920 I know I did. 738 01:23:31,920 --> 01:23:34,023 - Just stop. I, I have to go. 739 01:23:35,310 --> 01:23:37,060 - Do you think I wanna be this way? 740 01:23:38,116 --> 01:23:39,780 No. 741 01:23:39,780 --> 01:23:40,743 I can't control it. 742 01:23:43,170 --> 01:23:45,333 I can't control who I am. 743 01:23:49,980 --> 01:23:51,130 I don't wanna be alone. 744 01:23:52,590 --> 01:23:55,263 I can't be alone. 745 01:23:56,100 --> 01:23:57,200 Please don't leave me. 746 01:23:59,550 --> 01:24:03,510 - You're right. You don't wanna be alone. 747 01:24:03,510 --> 01:24:05,283 This has nothing to do with me. 748 01:24:07,367 --> 01:24:09,843 You're in a toxic relationship with yourself. 749 01:24:11,760 --> 01:24:12,783 - I love you, Rain. 750 01:24:15,720 --> 01:24:16,893 - This isn't love. 751 01:24:17,970 --> 01:24:19,503 It's a fucking train wreck. 752 01:24:24,484 --> 01:24:25,317 - Please. 753 01:24:26,294 --> 01:24:27,127 Please. 754 01:24:29,882 --> 01:24:30,715 Please. 755 01:24:49,560 --> 01:24:52,123 Leave me the fuck alone. 756 01:25:00,380 --> 01:25:02,160 - It was in that moment that I knew 757 01:25:02,160 --> 01:25:04,623 it was time to let go of my past. 758 01:25:06,210 --> 01:25:09,883 Forgive myself for the mistakes that I had made and move on. 759 01:26:12,597 --> 01:26:14,263 - Hey. 760 01:26:14,263 --> 01:26:15,096 - Hey. 761 01:26:32,282 --> 01:26:33,365 Are you okay? 762 01:26:48,960 --> 01:26:52,833 You look hot today, Uncle. That shirt looks good on you. 763 01:26:58,800 --> 01:26:59,633 - Thanks. 764 01:27:01,890 --> 01:27:03,690 I kind of need to run to the studio. 765 01:27:05,430 --> 01:27:06,980 Are you okay if I go for a bit? 766 01:27:08,443 --> 01:27:10,713 I mean, I can stay if you need me to. 767 01:27:12,768 --> 01:27:13,601 - No, go. 768 01:27:14,889 --> 01:27:16,222 I'm really good. 769 01:27:18,581 --> 01:27:19,831 - Are you sure? 770 01:27:20,813 --> 01:27:22,063 - Yeah. 771 01:27:23,385 --> 01:27:24,468 - Okay, cool. 772 01:27:29,707 --> 01:27:30,624 - Have fun. 773 01:28:11,069 --> 01:28:14,402 I'd rather feel nothing than everything. 774 01:28:15,549 --> 01:28:17,013 Maybe I'm better off alone. 775 01:28:20,966 --> 01:28:24,453 Maybe I deserve all of this pain that I feel. 776 01:28:26,490 --> 01:28:28,773 I love you, but I can't love myself. 777 01:28:34,980 --> 01:28:36,723 I'm fucking worthless. 778 01:28:43,485 --> 01:28:47,793 I am empty. No one has ever loved me. 779 01:28:49,740 --> 01:28:52,718 My head is a very dark place. 780 01:29:03,659 --> 01:29:08,267 In the end, I am always alone, and suddenly I felt nothing. 781 01:29:44,195 --> 01:29:47,028 I just want you to love me, Jenna. 782 01:29:51,392 --> 01:29:52,642 Do you love me? 783 01:30:08,419 --> 01:30:09,669 You're magical. 784 01:31:54,008 --> 01:31:55,467 Oh my god. 785 01:32:00,240 --> 01:32:01,746 Oh my god. 786 01:32:01,746 --> 01:32:03,548 Help. Help somebody. 787 01:32:03,548 --> 01:32:05,187 Help. Please. 788 01:32:05,187 --> 01:32:06,187 Please help. 789 01:32:10,225 --> 01:32:12,558 Please, please help, please. 790 01:33:19,890 --> 01:33:22,233 I will never understand the point of life, 791 01:33:23,700 --> 01:33:27,153 the loneliness, the pain we suffer. 792 01:33:45,530 --> 01:33:50,223 If I hadn't left, maybe she'd still be here. 793 01:33:52,950 --> 01:33:57,836 Maybe the pain was too deep and she had to go. 794 01:33:59,550 --> 01:34:03,720 Blake will never know that she was my first love.